Ruby's Life Stories

That's Life

2010-04-17T20:49:00.004+08:00

有些人不能在一起，可他们的心在一起；
有些人表面上在一起，心却无法在一起；
有些人从没想过要在一起，却自然而然地在一起；
有些人千辛万苦地终于在一起了，却发现他们并不适合在一起。

我想.. 我和他一辈子都不可能会在一起。所为的.. 妹有情，郎无意..

Dedicated to BLZW.

如果..

2009-10-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

如果当初放弃梦想，就这样嫁了。现在会是过着怎么样的日子？因该没比现在好多少吧.. 哈哈哈..
还是打起精神来，继续打这场战吧！还要打多久？快撑不住了。好累啊！大家也要加油哦！ =D
Back to books again.. haiz..

Distraction

2009-09-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

Am suppose to be writing my project report now but the commotion in my living room is too distracting.. Partly also i'm not in the mood to do any writing now.. I should have gone out to take a break this evening.. But the report is due next wed.. Frustrated.. Very soon the stress level will be rising because quizzes are coming.. And soon after will be exam again..

There will be 3 weddings this year end.. Somehow everyone are getting married.. Don't know why I felt a little sad for myself when i heard that my kindergarten classmate is getting married this year end.. Thou marriage is not in my short term plan now.. I mean most of my friends of my age are working and planning their marriage.. Look at me.. Am still a student.. Is this sad or lucky? Well, i don't know.. Neither do i want to know.. I'm not even sure what's lie ahead for me..

Time to get back to my report..

You

2009-08-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

Why does the news makes me so worried?! Why am i even worrying abt you?! Really hope you'll hv a safe trip to & fro.. I shldn't be thinking abt you anymore.. I hope you'll nv know i'm worrying & thinking abt you..

Came across this on my way to school.. It best describe my life..

" It does not matter how slowly you go, so long you do not stop. "

Untitled

2009-08-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Why do ppl always come to me when they need help.. But whenever i needed a listening ears i hv no one suitable to turn to?! I don't mind to be a listening ears for my friends.. But there are times where some issue i rather not listen to.. Or rather some issue regarding some ppl.. Not when you are going to ask me qns abt my past.. There are some qns i rather not ans..
你然我好烦恼。。你的问题我不想回答。。那都是我不想在回想起的过去回忆。。对不起！

"忘不掉的过去，不如不要忘，把它埋在心底里，做为人生故事的一部分。沉寂的过去就会变成了人生的养料。"

过去的回忆

2009-07-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Ah~~ This is so irritating..
Since we choose to end it back then.. Pls let it all end & keep it as memories.. Don't keep bringing it up again & again.. Let's just move on with our life.. Don't you walk in & out of my life as & when you like.. It's irritating & disruption to my life.. After all these years i'm doing very well even without you.. I may have changed but it's for my own good.. 不要等到你失去了才来说我有多好.. It doesn't work on me.. Let us just remain as friends.. 回忆始终是回忆.. 人要向前看.. 不要活在过去的回忆里..

摸不透的心

2009-07-06T18:18:00.006+08:00

想为自己挣取有你在我身边
却害怕因告白你想回避
也就从此离开了我的世界
却不想这样继续爱恋着

一次又一次的邀约你都没拒绝
偶尔期望你的回拒我可就此放手
真是猜不透你心里想什么
我对你的好感你可否查觉到
我该如何赢得你的心你的关怀

因俩人的差距害怕带给你伤害
我该如何是好对你的爱恋
讨厌我的顾虑我的担忧
缺乏勇气自我挣取
I wanna be your love
Be your love

Behind the mask

2009-06-29T13:11:00.000+08:00

我好痛苦!
I tried so hard to sort out my feelings.. but I went into denial instead.. On & off those feelings will resurface again.. no matter how deep in I buried them.. I really thought i’ve sort them out.. keeping myself busy with all sorts of things.. trying to move on.. not till recently that it resurface when I’m alone & come across some sad songs.. tears threaten to flow.. I’ve come to faced it & move on with all the necessary things sort out but I just can’t shake the feelings off.. If I carry on like this.. I thought I might go crazy.. or maybe fall into depression.. Slowly I’m losing control of my own emotion.. Am I really losing it??

你不是我.. 你怎么能体会..
It’s easy for others to comfort me with all those words that i’ve hear umpteen times.. Thanks! But that’s all just words.. I’m the one who have to go through it.. It’s easy said then done.. All those feelings, stress and obstacles awaiting.. I don’t see any lights nor hopes.. This is really not what I’ve wanted.. I want to be free of all these.. The urge to run away.. The need to live my life the way I prefer..

也只不过是可望而以..
I thought I’ll be fine facing all these alone.. but no matter how strong a front I put up.. Sometimes, I do wish to have a shoulder to lean on.. someone I can hold on to & cry my heart out when I need to.. It’s ok if he’s helpless in some situation.. I just need his presence.. But where are you now?

我是我的绊脚石..
I need to break free.. move on without looking back.. Can I really do so? I know I carried too much stress, burden on my shoulder.. I want to relax but I don’t know how.. No one is holding me back.. except myself.. I hate myself!

好想重新再来.. 能不能给我个时光机?
你想要的.. 我却不能够给你我全部..
我能给的.. 却又不是你想要拥有的..
不想认输.. 不想再约束.. 不要再痛苦..

Baking baking baking

2009-06-25T18:12:00.005+08:00

Well.. Someone ruined my mood early this morning.. Nvm.. Shld not talk abt anymore..

I did my 2nd try on the French Macaron recipe.. The 1st try i did the other day was a failure.. Lol.. This time round.. Shall let the photos do the talking.. hahaha.. Anyway, it didn't look tat nice as compare to those selling at the cafes..

Face it

2009-06-03T20:23:00.005+08:00

Yesterday marks the end of my 5 weeks DIP.. Thank you everyone in the team! I'm glad to hv met all of you.. Thanks for making my 5 weeks DIP enjoyable.. I've had fun with all of you..

The end of DIP oso means that it's time i shld face up to my problem.. I can't keep running away from it & stay in denial.. It won't help.. Haiz.. It's time to sort things & thoughts out..
Anyway, i did some baking today.. I finally found that recipe! Though it doesn't look that nice but it taste juz the way i love it to be.. haha.. Yummy!! Here's what i bake today..

Chewy Chocolate Chip Cookies

Losing it..

2009-05-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so terrible now.. What i need now is space, understanding and answers.. not more questions.. PLS quit asking me questions!! It's juz so hard putting up a brave front.. Trying hard not to break down in front of others.. I'm no longer tat strong, clever gal tat u all known me as.. Or i've never been..
Can't stop it from flowing down.. I've accepted the fact but juz can't help feeling so heart break.. So lost.. Should i end it all or giving it another try? Why do i've to go thru so much and still fail? Wondering if by jumping off the roof will all my agony end? But i know it'll be the start of others close to me.. Dun worry, i won't do it.. Why does it hurts so much deep down inside? The amount of stress.. All the effort put in trying to keep in pace with others.. I HATE THEM ALL!!
Haiz.. In the mid of all these.. I've still got a report to finish up.. I'm trying so hard to divert all my concentration on it.. Thanks B.L for yr concern.. I'll do my best to climb over this tall wall..

Can't shake it off..

2009-05-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

Tml will be the release of my sem 2 results.. But i've got this very bad feeling abt it.. Can't seems to shake it off.. Wonder if it's due to PMS.. I knw i've did my best but i oso knw i've perform badly this time round.. Arrgghhh... I feel so so so stupid ever since uni life started.. Thou i did my best but i still fail to obtain & maintain my good results.. Have i reach my max limit or is it juz an obstacle that i've to overcome?!

I want to Run. As fast as the wind.

I want to Run. As far away from the reality.

Running freely with the wind in my hair and sand at my feet.

See What I've Done

2009-04-17T20:10:00.002+08:00

I guess i screw up my physics paper today.. I juz simply s**k at physics can!! I dun understand why i've to take physics?! Argghh~ I really hope they can be kind enough to give me a D grade for this paper.. So tat i dun hv to retake it next sem.. Pls! Juz take it as doing me a good deed can?? The most sad part is i really did put in quite a lot of effort & spend quite a lot of time to prepare for it.. x__x

Time to change my mood a little & start to prepare for the next 3 papers.. Why did i try my luck & enrol for a uni course in the 1st place?! I'm the source of these tat i'm going thru now.. Blame it on no one but me! Haiz!

The Best!

2009-03-31T21:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah! This is the best b'day gift! :D
I got my 1st choice for the 5 weeks of DIP.. At least i'll be doing a project that i prefer.. hehehe.. Thou it still s**k that they have to schedule it during my holidays.. Not fair! Anyway, i'm still happy! Time to hit the books..

Happy Birthday to myself!

Don't remind me..

2009-03-30T22:51:00.003+08:00

In less than an hour time i'll be 1 year older.. Pls don't remind me of my age.. hahaha..
What a way to celebrate my b'day.. Ya.. With all my notes & books.. Lol.. What to do.. Not that i want to.. If anyone can grant me my b'day wish.. It'll be.. Let me have a good proper rest.. Slow down the time & my pace of life Pls!! I'm so envy of my surrounding ppl.. At least their pace of life is not as fast as mine.. i think.. I miss the time when i can juz slow down or stop to take a closer look at life, things, ppl, etc.. The time when i can waste my time away without worries about things piling up.. Will i be able to lead this kind of life ever again?
Time to get back to my books..
Dear friends, let's catch up with each other soon k.. I'm sorry i've been MIA-ing..
Take care peeps! Miss ya all!

Lost interest

2009-02-27T11:08:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so sick & tired of studying.. So many notes waiting for me to digest them.. It's suppose to be my 1 week recess break.. But it always ended up as my study week.. Quizzes & report coming up on the next 2-3 weeks.. Den it'll be followed by exam.. Dunno why ever since i started uni i seem to lost my motivation & drive to study.. Maybe too much of 1 thing makes u sick & tired of it..
There's a JTband gathering on the 10 April.. But i've to give it a miss cos of exam.. Think i'll have to skip celebrating my b'day for these 3 years.. Cos it's way too near exam.. No more b'day till i grad.. Sorry buddies.. guess we can only catch up during june & dec.. Till then..

Pineapple Tart -- 2nd Try

2009-02-03T19:16:00.004+08:00

I did a 2nd try for the pineapple tarts on 21 Jan '09.. The feedback i get are all quite positive.. Most of the ppl tried told me i can start to sell my pineapple tarts.. Lol.. This time round my tarts look nicer & taste better.. Lol.. Maybe i may consider selling them next year CNY.. Haha.. Here's some of the pics..

Pineapple Tart

2009-01-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

This is our 1st try in making pineapple tart.. Together with my sis.. It turn out not very nice looking.. Lol.. It reminds me of fried sotong balls.. Hahaha.. Taste Ok lah.. Some feedback tat it's not buttery enough.. Some think it tasted ok.. Can let it be more tan.. etc.. Can't be help tat it look a little on the fair side.. Cos it has been quite windy recently.. Whahaha.. Joking lah.. Think the temperature is not high enough.. Might give it another try.. Well, depends on my mood & time.. Ha! Here's how our pineapple tarts look like.. Wat do you think?

'他'

2009-01-08T10:48:00.002+08:00

老实说。。我并不是很欢迎'他'的加入。。并不是对'他'有什么不满。。应为'他'的出现无意中带给了我不必要的压力。。现时的我突然好后悔辞去了我的兼职工作。。
Still adapting to the sudden change in my life.. It just feels so empty..

It's so Addictive!!

2008-11-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

In less den 10hrs time.. I'll be taking my 2nd exam paper (out of 4 papers) for this sem.. Instead of revising now.. I'm surfing net.. doing online shopping.. -_-"' Did a whole day of study & revision with Panda today.. I think i'm addicted to exam.. Cos other den feeling stress, i'm feeling excited & i'm loving it!! Lol.. Panda think i'm crazy! She tell me "Dun get too excited until u can't sleep leh".. I hope not! Lol.. Dun ask me how's my paper! Cos i'm taking it easy.. All i hope for is to pass! It'll be good if i can score B or C.. The last 2 paper for this sem will be my killer!! So i really only hope to pass them!! I've yet to study for them too.. This is juz so crazy!! But at the same time Exciting & Challenging!! I muz be CRAZY!!!
There's so many things & places tat i want to do & go after my exam.. I'm going to get myself a DS Lite! Whahaha... Can't wait for exam to be over!

For U..

2008-10-29T21:30:00.006+08:00

This post is just some of the words i would like to say to u.. But i choose not to say.. Not wanting u to mis-read my words.. So i shall pen it here.. I'm very glad to have met u! It's my loss to let u go.. But i've never regret..

不能说的话。。
其实，作天我好想向你说声“谢谢！”。谢谢你一直默默的守护我，支持我，爱着我。最后我还是没说出口。因为不想然你误会，在一次的抱着希望。还是你最了解我。好高兴我们还是朋友。祝你早日找到你的另一半！谢谢你向我坦白！

好心情

2008-10-25T12:09:00.003+08:00

Yeah.. I'm feeling good today.. Don't ask me why.. Cos i don't know.. Lol.. It's been long since i feel this good..
Maybe cos i've finally made the decision.. Maybe cos it's great to see him again after 5 long years.. (PS. he share the same b'day as me) Maybe cos i don't have to work today.. Ha! Maybe, maybe, maybe... Anyway, I'm feeling good!
Exam will start 2 weeks down the road.. And i'm only starting to revise.. Tat's very bad.. Hahaha.. Muz Jia You! Formal presentation on coming Tuesday.. Hope it'll be good..
Time to go eat my lunch & STUDY!! :P

Busy busy busy

2008-09-29T19:57:00.002+08:00

I so much wanted to be in Love again!! But i've got no time for any commitment now.. Not when 24hrs a day is still not enough for me to complete all that needed my attention.. Quiz tml & i'm only half done with my revision.. Dead! 12hrs work shift this wed.. Crazy!! The money is good but it's still crazy! If only there's 48hrs a day.. Hahaha.. Like what my 2nd assistant chef say: "书是读不完的!".. He's just trying to persuade me to go movie with him lah.. Lol.. Learning to take things easy.. Ha! Take care everyone! :)

蕭煌奇 - 阿嬤的話

2008-09-23T17:40:00.001+08:00

对你的思念。。我好想你，你知道吗？

Nice to meet you..

2008-09-11T12:38:00.003+08:00

You walk into my life & walk out leaving behind sweet & sad memories.. Thou it's just a short 3 weeks.. It's enough to turn my life upside down.. But thanks to you.. I've understand myself better.. It's over! Case closed!
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Ever since the start of my uni life, my life has been in a big mess.. I'm emotionally unstable too.. Slowly i'm getting my life in control.. Give me more time & i'll be fine soon.. I'm very grateful to hv doris, irene, Eliz & jac around supporting me.. Thank you!!
I miss my poly life so much! I miss my poly frens too! Is everyone doing fine?

True frens are frens that stay with you, support you when you face a major changes in yr life.. They love you for who you are.. :)

Drowning

2008-08-21T09:32:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since i last update.. Sch started and i'm not doing all that well.. Really worry that i may not even pass my 1st semester.. Now i know why ppl say that top/good poly student will end up as borderline student.. Ah~~ Someone save me pls!! I so much wanted to quit my P/T job so i'll hv more time to study.. But i really need the money.. I'm so busy with sch & work that i've neglected my family & frens.. I'm so sorry!
Thou i can't get to see u everyday but yr sms is good enough.. Thank you for walking into my life.. :)

3 Years Battle

2008-08-03T12:32:00.002+08:00

A new chapter of my life will begin tomorrow.. *Can't wait* Now that i've enough rest.. I'm looking forward to what my new chapter of life may bring.. Feeling happy and excited but stressful at the same time.. hahaha.. Let the battle begin! Bring it on!! Step by step i'll work hard towards achieving my goal.. Some may think i'm dreaming big.. But, seriously i don't care! Wonder what's my goal is? Well.. To graduate with a first class honor.. I don't mind a second upper class honor.. Still prefer a first class honor.. hahaha.. I'm greedy! :P I've come a long way climbing so far.. No matter what, i'll give it my best!
突然有一股很深的感触.. 真的很感激这一路来，陪伴我走过，帮助我的大大小小人物! 谢谢！

Housewife in training

2008-07-22T12:48:00.005+08:00

It's been long since i last update.. School gonna starts real soon.. *Happy* I misses school badly.. Will still be working part-time when school starts.. I needed the extra cash! Took 3 days off from work.. Sunday, went shopping with my sisters.. It's been so long since we went out together.. Yesterday, meet up with panda at IMM for lunch & also to visit Ida.. Then i came home to cook dinner.. Today, i try to make some rocky road candy.. How did it turn out? Erm.. Wait and see k.. Lol.. I'm suppose to cook dinner tonight again.. That's how i spend my off days.. Other than running errands, it will be housewife in training.. :P Back to work tomorrow..

Drain!

2008-07-08T11:30:00.003+08:00

I'm totally drain out of energy.. Requested for a 4 days work week but end up having to work 6 days.. I thought since there's a few staff transfered over i can finally take a break.. But things don't seems to work this way.. It don't makes much difference.. Argh~ 4 months have pass since i graduate.. & i lose 6kg in 4 months.. Everyone seems to get very worried about my weight.. I can't help it k! I'm worried too.. Not my weight but my health.. TIRED is how i feel now..
NTU email me about course exemption.. I'm offered to apply for exemption for up to 3 modules.. I'm not so sure to apply or not.. Who can i discuss this matter with?? Eric? Maybe i should find some time to speak with Eric.. Please guide me.. I'm a little lost!

Troubled by M

2008-06-23T14:41:00.002+08:00

Lol.. Buddy ask me to update.. But there's really nothing much to update about.. Life now basically is just a repeating pattern everday.. Sleep, work, OTs.. There's not much energy left to do anything.. Off days are use to settle my NTU matriculation stuff & 're-charging'.. hahaha.. What a boring life i've.. The only thing i'm worrying now is Money!! I wanted so much to just quit my part-time job and concentrate on my studies.. But the max allowance she can give me is definitely not enough.. If only i'm born rich.. *dreaming* I'm not blaming my parents ok! If only there's someone out there willing to pay for my 3 years expenses.. *dreaming again* Haiz!!! Money Money Money! What a Pain!!!

NP Graduation 2008 Photos

2008-06-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

NP Graduation 2008

NP Graduation D&D 2008

Afizzul & Me!

Officially Graduated!!

2008-05-31T13:10:00.003+08:00

Attended my graduation ceremony at NP Convention Centre yesterday evening.. Yes! I've officially graduated from NP.. Hahaha.. Will be attending a graduation dinner tonight at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel.. Will upload the photos asap.. That's all for now.. Tata!

What's wrong?

2008-05-10T12:07:00.002+08:00

Don't know what's wrong with me recently.. The thought & urge of quitting my job is just so strong.. Everything at work is just so not right.. The feeling just gets stronger & situation just gets worse very working day.. Is it just me pms-ing or something else?? I don't know.. I really don't.. I guess it's really a big mistake to go back to work for my old company.. I need the money.. I need a new job.. Someone please come Save me!! Everyone at work is constantly wearing a mask.. They are all so Fake! I really wonder why can't everyone just treat everyone with sincerity? Does it really kills them to do so? I MISS SCHOOL!! I so much wish that term can start on June.. But nope.. I've to wait till August.. Is there any company willing to offer me a 2 months job related to my discipline?? PLEASE!! 我真的很不快乐!

I'm so tempted to get myself a DS Lite.. But it'll cost me about $306.. Should i? Will i have time to play? Is it really worth me buying? Still considering...

Pushing my Limits

2008-05-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to be in bed by now.. Cos tml will be a very tiring day.. Tml shift is from 7am to 9pm.. Working 14 hours straight! I must hv been Crazy to agreed to cover the shift.. And it's a Sunday!! Pushing my limits.. Anyway, Mayday's concert Rocks!! Never regret watching.. :) Time to go bed.. Will update more when i've got the time to.. Take care!

There's so much changes in the managing team.. But i'm coping well & will still be..

CHANGES

2008-04-26T14:21:00.005+08:00

Going to watch my Mayday Concert later!! Yeah! So excited.. hehe..
Just received a very sad & shocking sms from my RM.. She got transfered to another outlet with effect from next Monday.. Another new RM will be coming in.. So sad! I'm gonna miss u lots, Lihui!! Why suddenly everyone is either leaving for good or gotten transfered?? Suk Fung better not get transfered too.. Else my life there will be terrible.. Maybe it's a sign tat it's time for me to look for a new focus? A new part-time job? Well, it seems like everything in my life is going smoothly but one by one the ppl around me is leaving me.. CHANGES is what it's called.. Time to adapt again.. Maybe i should really start to learn to spot/made Changes instead of waiting for it to occurs.. Adapting is just too tiring.. Why not be the one who made the Changes and let others to adapt to it?? Lol.. Typical aries? Whahaha..

Song: 张韶涵 -- 亲爱的，那不是爱情

I Did It

2008-04-25T11:34:00.004+08:00

我正式毕业了！ :)
排名前 10%..
顺利考上南大！

心情∶开心，兴奋，自豪，寂寞，空虚
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Officially graduated from NP!
Diploma with Merit.. (Yes, gotten my COM! :P)
My application for admission to NTU has been APPROVED! ^0^
Course offered: Electrical & Electronic Engineering, EEE (Direct entry to 2nd year)

Mood: Happy, Excited, Proud, Lonely, Emptiness

幸福的我

2008-04-16T17:29:00.006+08:00

Yeah! I'll be flying over to Bangkok tomorrow night.. Taking Tiger Airways.. 6.05pm flight.. This IS my FIRST time taking a plane.. Excited? I'm not so sure.. Lol.. Hope it'll be a good experience.. Anyway, thou i've activited my mobile's Pay-as-you-roam service.. My mobile will remain in off mode.. Initially i didn't wanted to activite the service.. But did so for emergency use.. So don't call me k! Sms will be fine.. I'll only reply when i've touch down in S'pore on Sunday night.. Or rather Monday morning.. Cos by the time i touch down in S'pore it'll be midnight already.. Lol..
Ever since i started working i've slim down.. I've only work for about 6 weeks & i lost about 2-3kg.. The sad thing is all my bottoms can't fit me anymore.. I've tried wearing a belt but some bottom juz look so out of cut.. =_= For the past few years my weight fluctuate like crazy.. Hoping i can maintain it this time round..
Received an invitation letter to NP Graduation Dinner 2008 today.. Am still thinking to comfirm my attandance or not.. It's something quite grand & i feel like going.. But i don't wish to go alone! I shall decide only after i'm back from my trip.. Hope panda did received the invitation letter too..

It still feels like a dream to me.. Hope this dream is true.. Then all the efforts & hardworks put in are worthwhile..

Thanks Alvin, Pamela & Sharon for this belated present!
Hug you guys lots! :P

My routine life

2008-04-08T14:01:00.002+08:00

Life has been very routine recently.. Basically is just work & work & more work.. It's getting more & more dull & boring.. Even on off days i would rather stay home or find a place to rot.. There's just too little energy left to do anything.. Not even shopping.. Lol.. Maybe i'm really getting old.. hahaha..
Something happened during work recently.. I'm amazed that this kind of people actually really exist.. Too bad that from the start you have been blacklisted by me.. So if you really want to change my perception of you.. Please try harder! But don't be too pushy because it'll only makes me feel very turn-off..
After spending about 5 weeks at my work place.. I guess i've really adapt well.. Work is no problem for me, just maybe the human relation.. But overall i've become accustomed to it.. Adapting well on how to handle all the weird weird human behaviors.. A good training ground for human relation.. hahaha.. I'm gald that i'm on good trems with my managers & supervisors.. Somehow this makes working more enjoyable..
I'm suppose to go get my Typhim vaccination today.. But it's raining!!
Ok, i'm starting to get a little more excited each day cos i'll be flying off to Bangkok on next thur night! Shopping time! Can someone please tell me are there any vaccination i need to get before i fly off to Bangkok? Cos i'm clueless.. (Please sms/tag me! Thanks!)

Many thanks...

2008-03-31T22:38:00.003+08:00

Wanna thanks RiFang, Pamela, Alvin Ngoh, Chang Lin, Zhi Jie, Kin Yong, Huat Boon, Joanna & Gouxiang for the B'day wishes! Thanks Q meimei for the b'day cake too!! :P
Thou i've to work from 9am to 5pm but i did enjoy myself.. Thanks panda for coming down to accompany me for dinner thou you are not working.. Think this is the first time i receive a b'day sms from CL.. Lol.. I'm so touched! :) Till then.. Take care peeps!

Happy Birthday...

2008-03-31T01:03:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself!! hahaha.. Yeah! It's past mid-night le..
It's gonna be a long & tiring week.. Cos due to some reason.. I'm requested to work 6 days this week.. Well~ Thinking abt the money.. I'll work! Looking forward to my bangkok trip! My Mayday concert!
Thanks to xuemei, kun xian, siqi, doris, slh, Q meimei & my ex for the B'day greetings i received so far.. :P
Good Night & Sweet dreams! ^o^

P159 Gathering

2008-03-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

We had a P159 gathering yesterday.. Ya.. it's a project gathering lah.. with my supervisor.. We meet up in sch first.. meet outside my supervisor's office then she drive us to bugis to have lunch.. We went to eat at Seafood Harvest.. It's a restaurant under the company of Jack's Place.. The food there are quite nice.. It's a lunch treat from my supervisor.. Heard that we 4 people ate a total of about $90+.. I think it's quite reasonable.. Not too expensive.. Had fun! It's great to do some catching up with them.. Basically, throughout the whole ride to bugis i'm the one entertaining my supervisor lor.. The 2 of them are of no help.. Just happily sit there & keep quiet.. Especially that lh!! What kind of team leader manz?! What a stressful ride.. Let's meet up some other day again!! Erm.. without mama Chong can?? Lol..
Opps! Forgotten to take a group photo.. -_-

Sick!

2008-03-19T12:04:00.002+08:00

Well.. Been feeling very very sick for the past 2 days.. Feel slightly better now but still very sick.. Lol.. Am down with Flu + Fever + Headache + Sore throat + Cough + Body ache.. This is how sick i'm! So sick till it suddenly occurs to me that maybe i should really go see a doctor.. Anyway, going back to NP later to print & mail out my final semester result to NTU.. Then if there's time maybe i'll go see a doctor.. Ya, i simply hate to visit a doctor! I don't know how i manage to continue to work for the past 2 days when i'm feeling so sick.. I came home very night feeling like my body is on fire and its going to collapse.. I've tried all possible ways to make myself feels better from eating panadol extra to drinking herb tea to drinking honey lime.. Ya.. everything except visiting a doctor.. Whahaha.. I know i'm really Stubborn! :P

Random

2008-03-17T13:05:00.003+08:00

Panda's sms woke me up this morning.. But my PJ supervisor's sms made me jump out of my bed.. It takes me 1 minute to realise that i've graduated and that means project ended.. Lol.. She wanted to meet us up.. For whatever reason.. I've no idea.. Working night shift tonight.. Hope it'll be a easy night.. I'm kind of tired from the crazy weekends shift.. Read from the saturday newspaper that it's going to be a very tough year for poly students to get into the uni.. U'll need 'strong' grades.. -_-"' Somehow i'm still worry about my grades.. The number of applicants are way higher than the available vacancy.. Thanks SLH for wishing me an advance b'day.. Thou it's 2 weeks in advance.. Lol.. But i'm really touched!! From the start of year 2008 till now.. It has been good.. Hope it'll be like this till the end of 2008.. hahaha.. I'm so greedy.. Speacially took off from work this saturday wanting to celebrate J jiejie b'day.. But she have plans to celebrate with her friends.. -_-"' It's ok! Maybe i'll just buy her a cake..
What a random post i've written.. :P

That's life

2008-03-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

Am kind of bored now.. There are things i can do but i choose not to.. Feeling a little sick for the past few days.. Think i'm down with flu.. Ya, i'm not willing to visit a doctor! You'll be wasting your time if you are thinking of asking/persuading me to visit one.. So don't bother! Shown dad my result and think he is quite happy with it.. He's so sweet to buy me some donuts.. So touched!
I simply just don't understand why everyone is so concern about how much i'm paid working as a part-time waitress.. I know very well i'm under-paid.. There isn't a need for everyone to keep reminding me about this issue.. It's just a temp job.. I couldn't help it that they under-paid me.. Yes, i've got a choice to quit and get a new job but it's not as easy as what we all think.. This is only the 3rd week of my vacation.. In fact, most of my friends are still enjoying their vacation..
Argh! You want me to get a job immediately once exam is over and i did so.. Now you are unhappy about my pay.. Can you please tell me what do you really want me to do? Work as a prostitute? Work as a waitress in a pub? Your words & actions are really making me so confused and frustrated..
快乐是短暂的... 好无奈...

On cloud Nine

2008-03-14T10:35:00.006+08:00

Today is the release of my last semester result in NP. Am so proud of myself.. haha.. Ya! My dream of scoring an 'A' for project finally comes true! I'm just so HAPPY! Scored 'AD' for my other two modules.. All the hard works & efforts put in are worth it.. Thanks panda for sharing my joy!! Hope we can both get into NTU! Lalala.. What's up next? Bun's treat? Lol...
There's two other good news too! My april schedule is just so happening.. haha.. Will be flying to Bangkok during the mid-april.. & will be watching Mayday concert when i'm back.. I seriously think 4 is my lucky number this year.. whahaha.. So happening but burn a big hole in my pocket.. -_- Will work extra hard to earn back the money spend.. I'm on tight budget.. So please don't pin high hope that i'll buy everyone something from my trip.. Sorry!

^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ ^o^ :P

Right or Wrong?

2008-03-03T22:44:00.004+08:00

Today, i went for a 2 hrs theory training.. Almost bored me to death.. Can't imaging how i'll last through tomorrow 4 hrs theory training.. Ah~ Save me! Trainer of the day is Billy.. After today training, i started to wonder did i once again made a wrong decision.. But i'm going to put a stop to it & not wonder any further.. Else i'll be sure to regret about my decision.. What's done is done.. No point thinking & regretting about it now.. Let's not cry over spilled milk.. Might as well spend the time focusing on the training & the preparation of my next chapter of life.. Let me say the following to console myself.. "It's better than rotting at home and not having any income!"
While typing this post, i'm listening to Rainie's 缺氧 repeatedly.. Don't know why i've the sudden urge to listen to this song.. I've the sudden feeling of wanting to 轰轰列列的爱一场.. The need to Love & be Loved.. Okie okie.. Think i'm entering the emotional period of my life again.. Can't help it! Hahaha.. I do not want to put high hope on getting good news from Bun but still i can't help pining a little hope.. I do hope for a change in life.. I don't quite like my current life style.. It's like caught in the middle.. You can't step down nor can you climb up.. This kind of situation really get on my nerves.. Time to go do what i'm suppose to do.. Till then..

As a Chapter Ended, Another Begin

2008-02-28T21:17:00.003+08:00

Haven't been blogging lately..
Done with my final exam paper in NP on the 22 Feb 08.. Overall it's consider good.. Has been resting & at the same time looking out for part-time jobs.. Why part-time? Cos i need to re-charge my battery a little.. Lol.. Partly also cos what i really want to do is not available in the choices i have.. Decided to go back to work for my first company after seeing their ad on newspaper yesterday.. Went for interview today with Panda.. Glad to see Frankie during the interview today.. I'm looking forward to working with the new managing team.. Same old place but new managing team, new environment, new group of colleagues.. Hope all will turn out well..
I guess some people will be thinking that i'm very stupid.. As in why would someone work as a part-time CSR when she has got a Diploma.. Maybe i'm just taking the easier way out.. Afterall, that's something i used to do.. But for sure my passion for CSR job is still there.. Just like my passion for band.. What i may not be doing does not mean that i have lost passion for it!
Sent an sms to Bun this afternoon.. Thanks for the reply! Your reply message really made my day. I'll be waiting for your good news! For now i'll just concentrate on my part-time job & my preparation for my next chapter of life..
To any of the 08-05 ppl reading this.. Please organize a gathering!! Thanks! :)

小鬼+ 卓文萱《愛的主旋律》

2008-02-15T18:07:00.001+08:00

Lullaby on Ocarina

2008-02-11T16:22:00.001+08:00

Interesting instrument.. I want one for my b'day! Lol.. Enjoy! ^_^

Lost

2008-02-11T11:54:00.000+08:00

Today is the 5th day of CNY.. Happy New Year to All.
There are a few questions that have been on my mind for the past few days.. Questions that i keep repeatedly ask myself.. But still i couldn't come to a conclusion that i'll not regret later in the future.. Deep down inside my heart i know i've got the answers.. I know very well that all i need now is someone i feel i can trust to tell me it's ok to just follow my heart.. I know very well what i wanted to do.. I know i've did my best to work towards what i want.. But there are still some things that are not within my control.. The fear of... Life had not been easy.. All these years.. All those obstacles.. Feeling so Lost now.. I don't see a hint of light..

Time is what i need

2008-02-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

Firstly... Wanna wish my mum a very Happy Birthday!!
Lol.. She won't get to see this de lah..
Went back to sch to study in my 2nd home (PJ room) yesterday with panda.. Not much has been completed cos of the 3 jokers.. The TSO shift them over to our room & they are happily playing games inside the room.. They are making so much noise.. But thanks to them panda & I were laughing the whole time there.. U shld look at their reaction when playing game.. So Lol.. So many sound effects.. It's been so long since i laugh so much.. Thanks!
We went to the sch library to borrow each a CCNA1 self-study book.. Now i've got so many reading to be done.. CCNA1 self-study book + FIT textbook + Cisco online chapter test All these stuff just so i can pass my FIT written test.. & the written test is on the Eve of CNY!! I think it's so crazy.. Cos u hv to complete 50 MCQs in 1 hr time.. Ah~~ Siao!
Am still considering to go meet Q meimei at town later or not.. I've got so many reading to be done but i need to go get my mum a b'day cake.. So many things to do but so little time.. Maybe i'll hv to start to burn mid-night oil le.. Muz go buy more coffee & chocolates.. Lol.. Time to dig up my fav CD too.. Study study study..

Opps, Sorry!

2008-01-30T10:21:00.000+08:00

Have got a lab test today.. We are suppose to do some basic router configuration.. Am suppose to be studying for today lab test last night but i end up surfing net & watching Coffee Prince drama.. Lol.. I'm on the 2nd shift for my lab test.. Not sure izzit at 10am or 11am.. So i came at 9am, intend to drop by the lab room to double confirm the time with my lecturer.. I ended up cutting ppl queue.. Wonder who is the guy who came late.. Lol.. I'm sorry the lecturer let me cut yr queue.. Maybe tat's the good thing abt being the only girl in class.. hahaha... Anyway, i ended up sitting for the lab test without studying.. But overall it's good. :)

So sotong

2008-01-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

Today's lab was a short one.. Completed it within 1hr & happily pack my bag & leave without signing my attendance.. -_-"' I only come to realise it when i'm at the bus stop waiting for my bus den i'm too lazy to walk back le.. So sotong.. Now that project has ended and tat make my thur & fri a free day, i'm feeling so bored.. I'm suppose to be studying for my written test on CNY eve & exam paper after CNY but juz no mood.. I'm not even in CNY mood lor.. Been feeling a little sad, lost, moody.. maybe cos project has ended.. I'm gonna miss my baby cellar.. something tat we spend 1 year to build & get it working.. Now it's in the hand of my supervisor.. hope she won't throw it away.. From generating idea to building it to getting it to work.. All the time spend.. All the love i gave it.. Lol.. I'm thinking too much again..

My Dreams

2008-01-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

My Dreams are.. Will they come through??
#1 To sit on a swing & watch the sunset.
#2 To sit in a sport car & watch the night sky full of stars.
#3 To have a business of my own. Be my own Boss!
#4 To be able to see your beautiful smiling face everyday.
#5 To be in part of your life. [Can i?]
#6 To be able to make it big & not be look down on again!
#7 To be Loved.

Tat's all for now.. To be continued..

Untitled

2008-01-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

Class started at 9am today.. Had a trial lab test.. Overall i would say it's ok.. haha.. Hope i'll do well for next week lab test.. Went westmall with panda after class ended.. We are both very bored & we dun wanna go home.. Lol.. So we decided to go westmall to walk around & find a place to gossip.. Meet up with Q meimei in the evening den head over to IMM popular.. Bought a book tat cost me abt $22.. After my final exam paper i'm gonna start to improve my english & recap my chemistry to prepare myself for the new chapter of my life.. FYP has ended so no more sch on thur & fri.. Yeah! Tml morning i'm meeting panda to go study at west coast park.. I hope i'll get to watch the sunset.. I just simply love sunset.. Tat's all for now.. Take care peeps!
Book of the day!

ECE Exhibition

2008-01-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the day that marks the ending of our FYP.. ECE Exhibition day.. Had lots of fun looking at other people's project & talking to friends.. Now i'm starting to miss everyone.. Especially those friends i've meet during FYP days.. I really hope we will still gather together after we all graduate. Thanks to all of them, they made my last year in NP so enjoyable.

A big THANK YOU to all of them & my groupmates!!

You guys Rocks!! Love you all!! :P

Happy 2008!

2008-01-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!!
My first post of year 2008.. and here i am worrying.. cos tml i'll be getting back my one & only CT paper this sem.. I'm worrying cos i knw i didn't do well this time round.. it's my mistake to put all my focus on my fyp and never study enough for my CT paper.. Hate myself! Am very angry with myself.. currently my focus is still at my fyp.. doing enhancement.. soon it'll all be over in no time.. den i can re-position my focus on my one & only exam paper this sem.. I'll not forgive myself if i were to side track again.. afterall, it'll be my last exam paper in NP.. We shall see how it goes tml.. hope it's not too bad..

To laugh or to cry?

2007-12-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

Ring~ ring~~ my house phone rang.
me: Hello.
mr X: Hello. May i speak to your daddy or mummy?
me: Huh? [Who on earth still use 'daddy' & 'mummy' when speaking to ppl my age. =_= ]
mr X: May i speak to your daddy or mummy? [Think he thought that i don't understand.]
me: Who are you?
mr X: I'm calling on behalf of starhub.
me: Regarding what?
mr X: Oh! You sound so young. I'm calling on behalf of starhub. We are having a promotion...blah blah blah.. Are you interested in the promotion?
me: No.
mr X: How about internet? We are also having a promotion for internet...blah blah blah..
me: No. I've got internet access already.
mr X: Is it still under contract?
me: Yes!
mr X: Thanks. Bye.
me: Bye. =_="'

I dunno should i laugh and be happy tat the caller thinks tat i sound so young (think he thought tat i'm like a few years old only cos he ask to speak to my daddy/mummy) or should i cry cos it's like such a big age difference.. Do i really sound so kiddy over the phone? -_-"' Anyway, i think he's so brave to finish up wat he set out to do. If i'm him maybe i'll hang up the phone due to embarrassment..

Didn't expect tat i'll get to see him again.. He still look the same.. I'm happy to see him from afar thou he may not recognize me.. :P

Yes! I'm selfish.

2007-12-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

The best i could do is to try to forget tat incident.. Which is wat i've been trying to do.. Like wat bud say.. It happen so long ago.. But i just can't forgive.. For not many ppl are able to understand the hurt & pain of being accuse as a betrayer when all u did is to help.. Wat's more those words came from yr very best friend.. I didn't want to bring this matter up anymore.. Tat's also the reason why i've never told anyone the full story.. The other reason is becos back then i promised not to say.. (I've never broken my promise.) Forgive me for being selfish..

Clumsy or pure stupidity?

2007-12-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

Yea after such a long wait i've finally got my new phone.. Nokia 6500 slide.. Happy! Love it! Dunno is i clumsy or juz my pure stupidity i accidentally lost all my contacts in my phone book.. It'll be greatly appreciated if u (all my dear frens) can send me an sms with yr name so tat i can save yr contact. Million thanks!

tell me tat it's going to be fine.. maybe it's time to clear things up.. this unease feelings..

What majoris right for you?

2007-12-19T16:10:00.001+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Mathematics/Statistics

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It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Mathematics/Statistics

69%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

69%

HR/BusinessManagement

63%

Education/Counseling

63%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

63%

Visual&PerformingArts

50%

Psychology/Sociology

50%

English/Journalism/Comm

50%

Religion/Theology

38%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

38%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

31%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

25%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

25%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

19%

Relieved but Lonely

2007-12-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

Recently, received an invitation letter from NTU.. Wrote "Exclusively for Top Poly Students".. After reading this makes me feel quite relieved but at the same time i feel so lonely.. Relieved tat i'm classify under the Top.. My 2+ years of so-no-life poly life had paid off well.. Initially i waited for a few days.. Waiting for panda to tell me tat she receive the letter from NTU too.. But a few days pass but no news so i decided to ask her.. Nope. Never receive.. Tat's when i realise how lonely i am.. U've work hard to climb to the peak but when u turn around and realise yr frens & love ones are not there.. No one to share yr joy.. No one to accompany you to walk the remaining road awaiting ahead.. So sad.. So Lonely.. *cry*
Soon everything will come to an end.. This will mark a new beginning.. A new change.. Change is something i really dread.. Feeling so emotional these days.. Happy to grad? Sad to part ways? Will miss the days we all spent in the project room.. I'm very thankful to have 2 great teammates in my project group. Thank you very much!! I've enjoyed myself working with you guys!! :) Final review is done with & over last friday.. We did our best & we did well.. Overall feedback is "Good!".. Reviewers seem to like the project idea..
Suddenly, i'm feeling So Lost.. So Lonely.. Don't know how to walk the new road ahead.. So lost without you.. Am i ahead of them or am i being left behind by them? I'm so longing to be Loved.. Please don't leave me behind.. Emo..

Luck is what we need

2007-12-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

Tml morning is the big day!! No no no.. I'm not getting married.. hahaha.. Tml is the final project review.. My team decide to wear formal.. Have been wearing semi-formal for the past reviews.. So since final might as well wear formal.. Stress now.. Cos heard tat tml is 2-in-1 review.. 1 review but for both final & competition.. Only 1 chance.. Wish us all the best!! Next monday is my CT paper.. Haven't study for it.. OT-ing this weekends.. Gotta go prepare for tml review le.. Preparing for review is much more worse than studying for exam.. Cos there's more stuff to remember.. Notes so thick.. Crazy!!

I wanna do well for this final review in NP!! I need to..

Unstable

2007-12-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

Feeling very emotional.. Very unstable.. Can't focus..
So over-work & over-stress..
Just wanna give up..
End it asap pls..

Delta Goodrem -- Lost without you

Shout out

2007-12-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

U've got pride, temper & helpless times.. So do I.. I've got feelings too.. All I ask for is moral support.. But u fail to do so.. I thought we are a team.. I thought we are in this together.. Guess it all started out wrong.. Hurt! I swallow my anger and sorrow for the sake of yr pride.. I don't know how long more I can do this.. I don't know why I even bother to do so..

Totally stress out & tired out.. On the verge of breaking down & losing total control over my life & emotion.. I just wanna cry my heart out.. Hoping these will all end soon.. or I'll suffocate to death.. *cry*

Thanks for the confrontation.. Though I felt it's not appropriate.. It's nice to know tat someone do care..

Updates

2007-11-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

It's been almost 3 weeks since i last blog.. Had been busy with my FYP.. & still is.. Rushing day & nite, 7 days a week.. Next week is the final FYP review.. Feeling so stress up over it and of course my common test.. Haven't got time to study for my common test paper.. Coming tue have got a class test.. neither had i study for it.. So worry now.. Wonder i can do well for my review & CT a not.. Woke up feeling a little sick today.. Den the day juz get worse & more worse.. Mood swing like nobody business.. Now? Still feeling a little low.. Had to thanks all the great ppl who help me thru my day today.. A small little help & action is enough to make me feel better..

We can do it !!

2007-11-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Yup! FYP status is now at the so-call last stage le.. Why so-call last stage leh?? Cos after we submit the final report & gone thru the final review there is still an open house exhibition.. Think during the exhibition how u behave & showcase yr project to visitor will also affect yr final marks.. Hope we can do well.. Basically, i've finish my part of the program.. Now left with both my grpmates part.. den we can combine & do the final testing.. So meanwhile think i left with no choice but to start writing the report lor since both of them are busy.. ;( I dun really like to write report.. Waiting for lh to finish his main circuit broad den i can do testing & doll-up our so-call wine cellar.. The cellar was build by lh.. I personally think it's ok only.. hahaha.. Can be better.. Wat to do.. ppl never take b4 D&T ma... Lol.. he better dun read my blog or else i'll be dead meat.. hahaha...

We CAN do it!! & We WILL do it!! Jia You!!

FYP

2007-11-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

I'm listening to Vitas's song now.. Opera II & Dedication..
Feeling so frustrated now... Cos my program got error again.. No matter how many times i look thru it i still can't figure out where's the error.. Arrgghhh...... Gonna continue to troubleshoot it tml.. So tired now.. Now i start to wonder if my project can really finish on time.. Cos it seems like the main circuit board oso hving problems.. Worry.. Stress..

Just somebody

2007-10-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night..
In the dream.. There's me & him.. I seem to keep pushing him away..
For what reason.. I don't know..
It seem to be telling me something.. but what? I don't know..

I don't know why I still bother to remind him about his sister's b'day..
I don't know why I still bother to wish him happy b'day..
I don't know why..

It's been a year..
I can't say I'm doing well now.. but am doing ok..
I can't say I've accepted the fact.. but am just used to living life without him..
I can't say I've fully forgotten him.. but do miss him at times..
I can't say..

I guess I've to admit that LMC is right..
I should start to learn to love the loneliness of my life.. the emptiness of my life..
Soon, everyone will be too busy to have time for me.. they have had their own life..
Afterall, who am I to them? but just somebody..

Frustrated

2007-10-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

Feeling so frustrated now.. Abt wat?? Abt my program codes lor... I wanted so much to shorten my codes a little but... Nvm.. It's a saturday & i'm once again lonely at home.. J jie went oversea for work & will only be back tml morning.. Q mei went out dating ba.. think so..
How's my FYP?? Well.... Can consider tat we're at the last stage le.. Thou i swear if we are given more time i'll definitely add in more features.. There's still room for improvement... Coming week will hv a VPP panel review.. 5 weeks more to completion of project + final report + poster + presentation slides... 7 weeks more to final panel review... Jia You ooohhh!!!

It seems like till now we haven't even meet up.. or did we?? my memory is failing me.. Anyway, miss u guys so much!!

Eerie..

2007-10-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today is quite a relaxing day.. not much things get done.. haha.. Wat to do.. it's 1st day back to sch ma.. Leave house at abt 9am this morning.. Had wanted to walk pass the opposite blk to the bus stop.. cos wanna cut cost.. den panda sms me saying she'll be late so decided to pay more & take bus 184.. so head towards ms chua blk tat direction.. Was walking towards the coffee shop direction den i realise somehow everyone is looking at my opposite blk direction so i kpo turn to look too.. Tat's when i feel so thankful tat panda is gonna be late.. Cos someone committed suicide at my opp blk!! Eeeww.. Imagine panda nv sms me & i'll be heading towards tat direction lah.. On my way home juz now, looking at the blk from far still makes me feel eerie.. Think for the next few weeks i'll be avoiding tat blk.. I rather pay more on transport fare..

Battle 1.4

2007-10-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

Tml marks the beginning of a new battle... Been feeling very stressful recently.. Wanna say Sorry to panda (u shld knw why). Project juz too stressful le.. Somehow at some point i juz feel like breaking down & cry my heart out.. I muz admit tat i did miss the days where i could tell him my troubles & hear his encouragements... I'm All by myself now.. I'll make it through..
Had dinner at my house nearby coffee shop tonite.. The fried rice taste so bad!! Saw zhong wei & chang lin at the coffee shop having dinner with their family too.. So coincident.. It's nice to see them..

Opera II by Vitas

2007-09-24T00:47:00.001+08:00

Emo me..

2007-09-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

I didn't knw she is tat sensitive.. I dun see any wrong in wat i've said to her.. So i'll not apologize.. I dun see a need to.. I shall juz keep my mouth shut the next time if we are to meet again.. I'll definitely be avoiding her..
Case Closed! Dun wanna talk abt it any more..
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Gotten my exam results on fri morning.. ;( Thou i did very well for my 2 written papers but thx to my IS & PD1 grades... Score a 1st time low.. This is the lowest gpa i've scored so far.. Damn sad!! Can't blame anyone.. I did my best already.. The credit for PD1 is 10.. 10 credit pt module & i score a B+.. Well tat's the main reason tat cause my gpa to drop so much.. Didn't wan to talk abt it any more.. I'll juz work harder for the coming last sem..
Juz let me be sad abt it for a few days.. I'll pick myself up again..

Problematic legs of mine..

2007-09-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

Been so long since i last blog.. Have been busy with fyp.. NAPFA training today again.. Guess wat?! As usual.. my stupid legs give me problem again... This time round is my right ankle.. Sprain it during my shuttle run.. -_-"' My 2.4km still can't pass!! HOW?! test date is on the 27/9/07... Tml is the Day!! Exam results will be out at 9am & those crazy fyp supervisors of my pj room decided to do the progress review at 9am.. -_- Why can't they let us see our results first?? Think most of them will skip half day after the release of result & progress review.. Haven't been able to login to ebuddy (msn) cos 1 of the project group in my room is doing some Tx/Rx thingy.. Den their frequency too high so interfere with our wireless.. So everytime they switch on their Tx/Rx module den our wireless instantly disconnect.. Sometimes one whole day no internet connection.. -_- If only they will move out of the room.. Gonna go do some program for tml progress review.. No worry! Cos not graded... hahaha..

Good Luck to all those taking exam results tomorrow!!

Take care peeps!! :)

~_~

2007-09-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today i skip sch & stayed home.. Cos last nite my left knee start to act up again.. PAIN!! It hurt so much till i hardly got any sleep..
Knee pain + muscle cramp = bedridden
hahaha... not tat serious lah.. juz the process to & back from sch is too torturing so decided to skip sch.. Now it still hurt but a little better.. Didn't went to see a doctor so no MC.. Had to force myself to sch tml.. Lots of things to do.. Program still stuck and my supervisor is happily enjoying her leaves.. -_-

Dedicate to You

2007-09-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

As much as I wish that I could be there by your side.. I can’t.. Due to the tight schedule for VPP and all the problems I’m facing for my program.. I just can’t afford a day leave..
I’m so Sorry!! SORRY!!
But I promise I’ll rush down once class end. You can always call or sms me if you need me.. I’ll rush back if that’s what you want me to do.. If you are bored, I’m just a phone call away..
加油 ! Good Luck! Love ya!! ^_^

那怕你迷失了方向，只要你一回头看，我就在你身后。

This is juz the 1st week only..

2007-08-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so so so tired now... 3 days of VPP juz pass.. i have 22 days more to go (excluding weekends)... Watch Ratatouille on monday with panda... Cos panda won a pair of preview tickets.. Nice movie.. Den i watch 881 yesterday with Y jie jie.. My treat.. Thou i'm quite poor now.. hehe.. Today really suck lah.. Yesterday my supervisor ask me to change to a new programming software.. Den today install & play around to familiarize with the software but face so many problems lah.. Not much info & instruction given to me.. Searched the internet but not much info found.. Feeling so worn out now.. Dun feel like doing research abt the software tonite.. Tml has got a whole day workshop (PPP) so can't do anything.. Think tml nite or fri den continue to find solutions to all my problems.. Supervisor today MIA for the whole day.. Sian arh~ Starting next week.. every tue & thur (Total 5 days) got team building.. Team building = NAPFA training.. How they expect me to get fit enough for NAPFA test in juz 5 days of training?! Crazy!!
I really envy sleeping beauty.. I need more beauty sleep!! @_@

Without you...

2007-08-23T02:01:00.000+08:00

I'm damn sad now lah.. Am studying for my fri paper and my creative mp3 juz die on me.. It's a 21st b'day give from my sec sch frens.. It's last word to me is "File System Error".. Boo hoo hoo.. Think the programmable ic chip in the mp3 went crazy.. How do i live without my mp3?? No music = no life *sob sob* This is the second 21st b'day gift tat die on me le.. First is my SE hp.. Now my...

1 more to go..

2007-08-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yea today is my first paper.. Overall the paper is okie.. In fact quite easy.. :P But i made a silly mistake.. 2 marks fly away le.. Nvm.. Must jia you for friday paper le.. I wanna go out play!! Must make full use of my 2 days weekends break.. Monday is back to school again.. Sian arh~~
Yesterday my keychain like my SE hp commited suicide.. Fate?? Well.. i didn't want to mend it (thou it can be done) cos anyway the other half has long been lost even before we broke up.. What's the point of mending it.. I should have replace my keychain at that time but i didn't.. Come to think of it.. i've been single for 10 months le.. Lol.. & i'm enjoying it.. ^_^
Took a pic of my broken keychain.. I think it's very artistic lah.. hahaha..

失去的就算再找回来，那种感觉以不在。。

天冷就回来

2007-08-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

After 5 days of on-n-off studying, i took a 2 days weekends break.. haha.. Met up with Y jie jie on sat and went shopping at orchard.. Thou it's juz window shopping but it's fun.. We did some catching-up and i felt motivated by her.. Thanks! :P Sunday, met up with my cousin and went to watch a play <<天冷就回来>> (If There're Seasons).. The play is awesome i would say.. Thanks G gege for the ticket & dinner.. It's my first time watching a play & watching it in the bugis NLB theater.. The theater is kind of small & it seems a little stuffy inside.. But the play was great!! I like the male lead voice.. The way he sing is so .. full, round tone & with feelings.. The rest of the performances are great too.. I'd rate 4/5 stars.. Catch it if you can..
Tml will be my first paper.. Stress? Not really.. I'm more worried for my fri paper.. haha.. Soon exam will be over & i'll have 5 weeks of VPP (vacation project programme?) and follow by 2 weeks of break and it'll be a new (my last) semester.. I guess i'm left with abt one semester time to think of how i should walk my next chapter of life.. It's a crossroad once again..

How Is Your Inner Child?

2007-08-17T12:19:00.001+08:00

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone.
You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Grey..

2007-08-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

It's gonna rain... I hate rainy days when i'm preparing for exams... Cos the sky look so grey.. It makes me feel so moody.. Tat's it! I'm going OUT to study.. Going to find a place tat's bright enough for me to study.. 加油!! ^_^

It's ok..

2007-08-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

How's my ER? Well, not tat good.. Instead of feeling relieved after the presentation.. I felt so tired & there is this heavy, sinking feeling.. I don't like this feeling!! Went in-search for comfort food after leaving the campus.. Did some window shopping & stoning.. Was telling myself "只可以伤心到今晚。".. Tml will have to start my revision for my 2 papers.. Thanks buddy for yr concern! :) Don't worry! I'll be fine! Going to sleep away all my sorrows & problems le.. Bye!

Can i back-out now?

2007-08-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

I wanna back-out now!! Can i? I'm feeling so Stress & Nervous now... Over what? Over tml ER lor.. It's seriously killing me... Making me so damn Stress & Nervous.. It's like waiting to be executed.. Save me!! Guess it will be difficult for me to fall asleep tonight..
Read a report about falling in Love is bad for your health.. Ha! According to what the report say.. The best/sweetest moment about falling in love is when you see that cute girl/guy you like/love and your heart starts to beat so hard that for a moment you thought its going to jump out. Well somehow that sweetest moment is bad for your health. This makes me wonder does it mean that surprises, examinations, interviews and etc are also bad for our health? Cause all these will make one stress, nervous and of course the heart to beat faster.. Ha! Don't bother about me.. If you really want to know what the report say well look it up yourself. Think it's in one of the (evening) chinese newspaper either last week or this week..

I'm Happily Stressed

2007-08-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

Now i'm thankful tat my supervisor say she wan us back this fri for project.. It's as if she can predict tat we will have to go thru the Examiners Review (ER).. Was in dreamland when panda called in the evening.. Telling me bad news!! hahaha.. In case u dunno wat ER is.. It's a 2nd review for projects tat has been given grade A in last week review.. In the 2nd review they will be assess again.. So it's either u get a grade A or not.. hahaha.. Stress!!! But i'm Happy!! At least all the hard work did not go down the drain.. I dun mind a grade B but a grade A will be best.. hahaha.. For now revision for exam must put on hold le.. Must prepare for fri ER first.. lalala.. Wish me Luck ba.. Jia You!!

Stage 2.2 Clear!!

2007-08-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

Finally... It's finally Over!! Yeah!
Yesterday is our FYP PD1 panel review.. Reached at 8am sharp den start to set up our stuff getting ready for our review.. As usual Panda is the last one among the 3 of us to reach.. By abt 9am we r all set to present.. But we r scheduled for the 10am slot.. The waiting starts.. We wait & wait & more waiting.. Everytime we hear the door to our level slam shut we will all jump.. hahaha.. It's like we r all waiting to be executed.. There r a total of 3 grps including us in our room.. All 3 grps r scheduled to be reviewed yesterday.. Once the clock reads 10am we start to get nervous.. hahaha.. We all can't help but to keep staring at the door leading to our level.. Den at 10.30am our reviewers came.. They review us for abt 20 minutes.. Overall i think my grp did quite ok ba.. Able to ans most of the qns post to us.. We r the 1st grp to be reviewed.. Thinking tat our supervisor will be kind enough & let us break for exam after review.. We r wrong!! She want us back next fri even thou there is nothing much to do & knowing we got no mood to start on something new.. Not fair!! Most of the grps get to break for exam le.. Hate her..
Went JP with panda after we finally get to leave at 4pm.. No.. in actual fact is we announce the dismissal ourselves de.. haha.. Dunno why been having headache since last nite.. So pain.. Even pain killer dun help.. Still suffering now.. Time to finish up all assignmnets & prepare for Exam le.. Gonna start to skip classes next week & find some quiet place to study.. Hope my grp leader will be successful negotiating with my supervisor to let us off for next fri..

Miss out

2007-07-28T12:04:00.000+08:00

Have been very busy with school work like reports, presentations, projects and etc.. For the past few weeks school atrium and canteen 2 have been panda & my 2nd home.. Yea.. In order to finish up all the assignments in time we have been staying back till 9pm or 10pm at the atrium or canteen 2 to discuss and complete them.. I even made a high record of eating at canteen 2 for lunch & dinner for 5 days.. Tat's crazy! But i did tat.. Finally i get to sleep-in a little today.. But there's still lots of work to be completed this weekend.. Was eating garlic bread for my late breakfast and i realise my surrounding look a little hazy.. Commented tat to my mum and she told me it's been like this for the past week.. I'm so shock tat i didn't take note of tat and only realise it this morning.. Tat's when i realise how much time the sch work has taken up my time and I've been missing out quite alot in my daily life.. I haven't been spending time with my family members and friends.. No entertainment and rest time.. Next thur is my 2nd panel review for my FYP and badly needed to buy a pair of formal wear shoes.. Trying hard to arrange time to go to the malls to take a look either this evening or tml.. Time is juz so tight.. Stress!! Exam coming in a few weeks time..
Here's something i wanna say to my family & frens:
"I'm sorry if you have been feeling neglected by me. Really sorry!"
Here's something i wanna say to Panda:
"I'm so sorry about how i've been treating you.. But i'm very thankful to have you around during this stressful period of time. Together we work hard k!! :)"

How Do You Communicate?

2007-07-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

What kind of chocolate are you?

2007-07-22T14:07:00.000+08:00

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.
You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.
An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

Smiling like an idiot

2007-07-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

Today only half day class.. Time pass quickly for the morning class cos my lecturer going to lose his voice le.. haha.. Come back to project room now to do testing of my program.. One moment my heart is like beating so fast & feeling so scare den the next moment i'm smiling like an idiot.. Why? hahaha.. Cos my program can work lah.. It takes me & panda so much time trying to get it work.. I hate the feeling when the program fail to work.. We fail so many times le so i'm so stress & scare juz now.. Now i'm damn happy tat it's working... hahaha.. So happy!! Next round of testing will be this thur.. Need to test it using my grp mate circuit board.. Hope it can work perfectly well too.. It critical cos it concern our passing or failing of our project panel review.. Review will be in 2 weeks time.. Jia you ba!! :)

Happy Birthday to Dave!!

How long more??

2007-07-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

If people were to ask me "How's life?".. This will be my ans... "Busy, stressful & crazy.."
My life had been like this ever since dunno when.. So busy with assignments, fyp, reports, grp projects, etc... Juz so crazy.. Every moment spent rushing to finish up as much work as possible.. Everyone are very stress.. Poor panda looking more like panda.. haha.. Soon i'll send her back to china.. hahaha.. Facing with lots of prob now.. Very stress.. My fyp prog can't work.. My grp mates giving me lots of crappy work done by them.. So angry seeing their crappy work.. Some grp mates juz love to kpo other ppl's work wanting to change this edit that.. when their own share of work are not done yet.. So many things to do.. So many crazy ppl to entertain.. But i'm very thankful tat thou life is so stressful & busy now but there's panda around with me.. Together we work hard k.. Jia you!!

Yo!!

2007-07-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

Been very busy since the start of 3rd year.. So many things to do but not enough time.. Somehow the lecturers juz love to give us grp project to do all at the same time.. So many report to write.. I HATE IS modules man!! Seriously, i'm looking forward to my last sem in NP (next sem).. Cos there's no IS modules for me.. Can happly concentrate on my FYP.. My FYP program can't work!! Panda, Let's jia you! Muz get it to work if not die.. Stress level still going up.. Arrgghhh... ...
Meet up with my long-time-no-see sisters.. Yeah! Meet mei, pam & bud at vivo on fri to have dinner + catch up.. Thanks to pammie's craving we had Superdog for dinner.. Anyway, i dun find the food any 'super' lor.. hahaha.. Nvm, next time round i'll know not to eat superdog.. It's nice to see them after so long.. I'm suppose to meet bud at harbour front but cos pammie called me b4 bud arrive.. So i went to meet pam at the mrt station.. I took a risk and waited for bud at the station but somehow it's a wrong choice.. Sorry bud!! Lucky u saw rina or else i sure kanna cursed by u de.. hahaha.. Time to go to bed le.. Tml meeting panda to discuss another IS module grp assignment..

Well done..

2007-06-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

Happy.. Cos i've done well for my CT.. Got back all my CT results le.. 1 yesterday & 1 today.. Scored 94.5 marks for my FCS & 90 marks for my RFME.. lalala.. Tml is IS day again.. I juz hate IS day.. I'm looking forward to next sem.. cos next sem i dun have IS modules le.. Wow.. I'm going to grad in abt 8 months time.. Tat's fast.. Am still thinking to apply for uni anot.. Dunno why i've got this fear & thinking tat education at uni level is very tough.. I'm afriad i can't cope but yet i wan to grad with a degree cert.. I've no confident in myself.. But most ppl around me expect me to continue my degree course.. Stress.. Have i gauge my own standard too low?? Did i think too much?? I'm scare!! I dunno wat lie ahead for me.. 我的前途是莫糊的..

Happy Birthday to my Dearest Buddy!!! :)

Coming to a end..

2007-06-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

Sad.. My 2 weeks break is coming to a end le.. Time to study hard again.. Tml class will start at 8am.. So early.. Not sure if i'll be able to wake up on time for class.. Lol.. Went to bud's BBQ last nite.. Had lotsa fun there.. Thx his cousin & her bf for entertaining me.. hahaha.. Very much appreciated!! I always have prob mixing around with ppl i dun knw.. Maybe tat's why i've very little frens.. Eh bud! I've been yr maid for yesterday le.. & tat's yr b'day gift for this year.. hahaha.. Given u my first time yesterday leh.. Ya ya.. Dun misunderstand lah.. Wat i mean is it's my first time marinating chicken wings lah.. whahaha.. 害我洗了这么多次的手可是手还是有BBQ sauce 的味道.. -_-"' In the end i never eat the chicken wings.. haha.. Cos it's done by me.. Dun dare to eat.. Hope no ppl kena food poisoning after eating the food.. Time to go do some last minute work le.. Take care ppl.. :)

前方是绝路，希望在转角。

2007-06-16T23:18:00.001+08:00

Really dunno why recently so "lucky"... Maybe it's really time i go 四马路 pray le.. *sigh* Yesterday, J jie's study table collapse.. Ya, it happened early in the morning (after J jie left house).. Scare the shit out of everyone.. Q mei & i jump out of bed.. She thought i fall off my bed.. -_-"' I thought my dad or mum had somehow fallen down.. It turns out tat one of the shelf on J jie's table has gave way.. Think it's becos her books are too heavy plus the table very old le.. I'm using the same kind of table as J jie's.. Worrying tat mine will give way too, i remove all my books from my shelf.. My table did show some sign of it going to give way.. This is bad.. *sigh* Now i'll have to spend some money to buy a bookshelf.. -_- Think now i really can forget abt buying a new hp le.. Shall wait till end of this sem den see how ba.. I wan a N73 hp!! Dun feel very well today.. Think going to fall sick.. Muz drink more water.. Tml go buy herb tea drink.. Lol.. Watched a movie yesterday.. erm more like this morning.. 3am or so.. Only went to bed at 5.30am.. haha.. Like this phrase from the movie "前方是绝路，希望在转角。".. Anyway, wanna wish Zhong Wei a happy 24th birthday!! :p

If only..

2007-06-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Went back sch today with panda.. to meet our IS lecturer abt group project.. Den we went to imm.. I went starhub & got a shocking news.. N73 cost $368 if i'm signing student plan.. Sad.. Am still considering to buy if it's $268.. but now.. $100 more wor.. So expensive!! Think i'll temporary juz use my old crazy nokia hp.. Its batt is crazy but still can sms & call.. Hope the price of N73 will drop.. It's juz so sad tat i can't work part-time for now.. Am so poor now lor.. Nvm! I juz hv to live this kind of poor life for another 8-9 months.. Hope i could get a job after i grad.. For now let's juz study hard!! If only everything cost $0.. If only... ...

Thinking hard...

2007-06-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl.. Yea, i'm back to blog.. CT is over!! Last fri is my last paper... Slack thru my weekends.. haha.. Went orchard with J jie yesterday.. Went to see hp and shop around.. But nv buy anything.. haha.. poor ma.. Saw feefee at FEP.. Should i buy a new hp or repair my SE hp?? If buy hp den i couldn't decide wat hp to buy.. Nokia 5300 or N73?? Ya! This 2 choice of hp is so extreme.. haha.. Cos if wan save money den i'll buy N5300.. N73 cost like abt $269 with contract... A bit expensive to me.. Any suggestion?? Any recommendation?

N73 or N5300??

Hope it will end soon..

2007-06-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

Since yesterday so much unlucky things has happened to me.. Hoping all these bad luck things will end soon.. I've had enough.. Yesterday, early morning the bread i ate turn out to be moldy lah and i didn't knw lor.. until mum sms me abt it when i'm in sch.. Yuck! Walau~ Den my SE hp committed suicide after lunch.. Lcd screen turn black and can't see anything.. Now can only ans incoming calls & make outgoing calls.. But most of my contacts no. are lost lor.. Damn sad now.. Actually, i now dunno to be relieve or sad.. Cos this hp is given to me as 21st b'day gift from my ex.. Maybe i shld be relieved tat all his pic & msg are all gone with the hp.. Ya, till now i haven't found the courage to delete them.. But i'm sad tat i've got to spend money to buy a new hp.. Go where find money?? i switch to use my old N hp last nite.. thinking it will not be as hopeless as my SE hp.. But i'm wrong.. It starts to give me prob this morning.. Can't read my SIM card.. Damn suay can!! My old N hp think got mood swing de.. Sometimes can work sometimes can't.. But at least it still can read sms.. Went to buy a $10 watch juz now at imm.. Cos now tat all my hp can't be trusted, i'll need a watch for exam.. Think temporary i'll use my old N hp ba.. So frens if u need to contact me either u sms me or email me at my hotmail add or tag me ba.. U can try calling but no guarantee it will get thru to me.. I'll only get to go find & buy a new hp after my CT next week.. Sian! Got to go study for my paper le.. Before tat.. Here's something to share.. I think he's so cool.. Bud! Maybe u can try too.. haha.. when u r up to his standard le pls perform for me... I'll be waiting.. :p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8

Omg!!

2007-05-30T09:14:00.000+08:00

Omg!! Think i really went crazy le... Today my lesson starts at 10am but am meeting my fren to discuss abt ppt slides at 9.40am.. Here comes the crazy part... I actually left house 45 mins earlier den i should.. All thanks to my sis lah.. Make me wake her up at 7am den i fall back to slp again but set my arlam wrongly.. Anyway, i'm blur enough to leave house tat early and i'm still thinking tat i'm late meeting my fren when i read the time on my hp.. Cos all along i had read the time wrongly.. I read 8.40am as 9.40am.. Nothing wrong with my clock.. It's me.. I'm crazy.. Haiz.. Ya.. Laugh all you want.. I dun care!!
CT is juz next week and i've study.. Nothing?! Too many assignment & presentation to do.. Think i'll either start my revision this fri or sat.. There goes my weekend.. All burn.. Nair mind.. Having 2 paper this sem.. FCS on next wed & RFME on next fri... Study study study... Tml is public holiday but i can't rest!! Need to prepare for fri panel review.. Sian!!

I'm Juz So Crazy!!!

Ruby's Life Stories

That's Life

如果..

Distraction

You

Untitled

过去的回忆

摸不透的心

Behind the mask

Baking baking baking

Face it

Losing it..

Can't shake it off..

See What I've Done

The Best!

Don't remind me..

Lost interest

Pineapple Tart -- 2nd Try

Pineapple Tart

'他'

It's so Addictive!!

For U..

好心情

Busy busy busy

蕭煌奇 - 阿嬤的話

Nice to meet you..

Drowning

3 Years Battle

Housewife in training

Drain!

Troubled by M

NP Graduation 2008 Photos

Officially Graduated!!

What's wrong?

Pushing my Limits

CHANGES

I Did It

幸福的我

My routine life

Many thanks...

Happy Birthday...

P159 Gathering

Sick!

Random

That's life

On cloud Nine

Right or Wrong?

As a Chapter Ended, Another Begin

小鬼+ 卓文萱 《愛的主旋律》

Lullaby on Ocarina

Lost

Time is what i need

Opps, Sorry!

So sotong

My Dreams

Untitled

ECE Exhibition

Happy 2008!

To laugh or to cry?

Yes! I'm selfish.

Clumsy or pure stupidity?

What majoris right for you?

Relieved but Lonely

Luck is what we need

Unstable

Shout out

Updates

We can do it !!

FYP

Just somebody

Frustrated

Eerie..

Battle 1.4

Opera II by Vitas

Emo me..

Problematic legs of mine..

~_~

Dedicate to You

This is juz the 1st week only..

Without you...

小鬼+ 卓文萱《愛的主旋律》